It happens sometimes in your life. At the get go is really hard to recognize. You just feel a strange presence inside you, perhaps is lodged in your stomach or in your heart, somewhere you can't localize. But there is. Basically it's been there for a long time, however just in particular moments or periods of your life it comes up. Probably there are no worlds to describe it, no languages can explain what it is, where it comes from and, above all, why it shows itself only in certain situations during your life. Nevertheless you can still feel that somehow is the key of your happiness. If I was a psychologist I would describe it as the rudder that drive you along your path, the helm of your boat of which you are the sailor. You have the power to address your life wherever you desire and you do have the instruments to do it, to make your dreams real.
Sometimes in your life you're confused because you can't realize where is your route, it's difficult to get the consciousness of what you want to do of your future; the society and everything around you have influenced your life and still are responsible of your actions. However you need to keep reminding that all surrounding don't have to canalize your existence in the wrong direction. Sometimes that sensation, which has been dwelling inside yourself for a long time and which is going to raise and come up, has to be considered, irrespective of your thoughts. You need to believe in it and follow it. Even if it can be puzzling or unintelligible, you can feel that is key of your future.
I've been here for almost 6 months. I came here in january in a sunny afternoon and I had just ripped my previous life where everything was framed. I had my friend, my family, my job and my securities. However I've been feeling that there was something else outside my little world which I'd buillt. I started to perceive inside of myself a sense of inadequacy, because I was about to realize that kind of life wasn't what I wanted. I listened carefully to this voice and I followed it, taking the flight that drop me here. I began a new life abroad, making new friendship, studying and working in a new environment, completely unknown; nobody could help me, I was alone and without any help. But day by day I've been able to build a new life overseas with humility and willpower.
Nowadays I'm feeling that the time to live here is getting over, I need to challenge and push myself again, conscious of my strengthnesses and weaknesses, I want to start all over again because it's the time of my life within it's required a changement. I can say for sure why now, but there's something that is telling me what I have to do, how I can address my rudder towards my accomplishments. My goals cannot be bestowed but they should be achieved.
Indeed, it's time to change and to pursuit my goals. I need to believe in my sensations and in my feelings, I know that they're going to drive me to the happiness.
Sometimes in your life you're confused because you can't realize where is your route, it's difficult to get the consciousness of what you want to do of your future; the society and everything around you have influenced your life and still are responsible of your actions. However you need to keep reminding that all surrounding don't have to canalize your existence in the wrong direction. Sometimes that sensation, which has been dwelling inside yourself for a long time and which is going to raise and come up, has to be considered, irrespective of your thoughts. You need to believe in it and follow it. Even if it can be puzzling or unintelligible, you can feel that is key of your future.
I've been here for almost 6 months. I came here in january in a sunny afternoon and I had just ripped my previous life where everything was framed. I had my friend, my family, my job and my securities. However I've been feeling that there was something else outside my little world which I'd buillt. I started to perceive inside of myself a sense of inadequacy, because I was about to realize that kind of life wasn't what I wanted. I listened carefully to this voice and I followed it, taking the flight that drop me here. I began a new life abroad, making new friendship, studying and working in a new environment, completely unknown; nobody could help me, I was alone and without any help. But day by day I've been able to build a new life overseas with humility and willpower.
Nowadays I'm feeling that the time to live here is getting over, I need to challenge and push myself again, conscious of my strengthnesses and weaknesses, I want to start all over again because it's the time of my life within it's required a changement. I can say for sure why now, but there's something that is telling me what I have to do, how I can address my rudder towards my accomplishments. My goals cannot be bestowed but they should be achieved.
Indeed, it's time to change and to pursuit my goals. I need to believe in my sensations and in my feelings, I know that they're going to drive me to the happiness.
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